for cops who think the same laws that apply to 'civilians' shouldn't apply to them. Or that they should get special exemption, because Cop.
"The shooting cost me everything," Cowley says. "You make a split-second
decision about whether you go home that day and someone else does not.
That's a heavy burden."
Deal with it, Cowley; anyone who uses a gun, on the job or in self-defense, has that on their mind.
And when you lie about what happened, and 'lose or misplace evidence', it makes you even less worthy of any sympathy.
Bit more here.