It has been almost 22 years and I still do this. Only the last year or so since losing mom too have I stopped actually making the call. Now I just almost call, then remember and say to myself, "Oh. Yeah. Can't." Still sucks as bad now as the first time...
It's been over a year, and I still get those episodes from time to time. I try to use it as an opportunity to remember the good things and good times I did have time to share. But yeah, it still messes with me sometimes.
I’m 73 and my dads been gone 23 years and there are still times I wish we could talk. Moms been gone for about 7 years, with her, I participated extensively in her care. With mom I saw her disintegrate physically and mentally with dementia. She was gone long before her body quit but there was a lot less left unsaid.
Been 30 years now, and i still miss him. Funny thing though, he's still with me in many ways, he was the most honest decent and honourable man i've known and i try my best to live up to the standards he set. Boy could he be a cantankerous bugger if he set his mind to it.
Mum was Irish, she lived near enough 13 years after Dad died, never looked at another man, a fine woman.
I'm glad both of them weren't around over the last 2 years, they were country people, they'd have hated what the elite and political swine have done to our world.
My Dad passed last November with pancreatic cancer, likely a side effect of the Moderna "vaccine" with its pancreas RNA string, CTCCTCGGCGGGCACGTAG. I used to schedule talks with him every evening and I was his on-site care-giver until he was moved to skilled nursing for his final hospice care.
Dad passed in 2014 and Mom in 2020 and I still catch myself planning to stop in or call them.
ReplyDeleteIt’s been seven years,,I still do the same thing.
ReplyDeleteIt has been almost 22 years and I still do this. Only the last year or so since losing mom too have I stopped actually making the call. Now I just almost call, then remember and say to myself, "Oh. Yeah. Can't." Still sucks as bad now as the first time...
ReplyDeleteIt's been over a year, and I still get those episodes from time to time. I try to use it as an opportunity to remember the good things and good times I did have time to share.
ReplyDeleteBut yeah, it still messes with me sometimes.
My dad died in 2005, and I still get the urge to call him.
ReplyDeleteMy Dads been gone for 30 years and I still have things I'd love to show him as well as questions I like to ask.
ReplyDeleteI’m 73 and my dads been gone 23 years and there are still times I wish we could talk. Moms been gone for about 7 years, with her, I participated extensively in her care. With mom I saw her disintegrate physically and mentally with dementia. She was gone long before her body quit but there was a lot less left unsaid.
ReplyDeleteBeen 30 years now, and i still miss him.
ReplyDeleteFunny thing though, he's still with me in many ways, he was the most honest decent and honourable man i've known and i try my best to live up to the standards he set.
Boy could he be a cantankerous bugger if he set his mind to it.
Mum was Irish, she lived near enough 13 years after Dad died, never looked at another man, a fine woman.
I'm glad both of them weren't around over the last 2 years, they were country people, they'd have hated what the elite and political swine have done to our world.
My Dad passed last November with pancreatic cancer, likely a side effect of the Moderna "vaccine" with its pancreas RNA string, CTCCTCGGCGGGCACGTAG. I used to schedule talks with him every evening and I was his on-site care-giver until he was moved to skilled nursing for his final hospice care.
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